4 weeks

I am 4 weeks pregnant but have only known for 1 week. I still haven't told my family yet. Can't seem to find the right time. I'm not too tired and haven't really been sick, aside from the episode Monday morning. Have a job offer for teaching next year and not sure if I am going to take it. It's about a 30 minute commute and with gas the way it is and all the doctor's appointments I am about to have, I'd rather find something in Tulsa. Well, it's that or I am scared shitless. I still don't feel like I have found my place in the world and every time I get close, something throws me off. Life was easier in the past, even though I didn't think it was.